A Nightmare to Remember.
Long time no see! how have you been? what's new? How's life? Ever bump into conversations like this? where you just don't know what to say because you really don't know what is going on in your life and why is it going on? why is it so damn hard to answer questions related to your life when you yourself don't know what exactly are you making out of this eternal drama? if you ask me I brood over so many things all at a time. it's like a pandora's box of thoughts except for those ugly demons that tags along. Recently I've been waking up each day with different feelings, some days I am in my Zen mode where hardly anything gets on my nerves and some days are just so chaotic where I don't even know why am I being so cranky and the next second I cry and Curse and pacify myself over nothing (Now I just blame it on my hormones ft. monthly uterus drama of women). Now when I think about hasn't been it always about chemicals Dopamine, Serotonin, Oxytocin, ...